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No pictures, no work. :\ .. Well, the audition went as well as it could have went .. I guess. The guy was really nice. ( F'course, they're all nice once they get your money. ) This industry is so damn dirty. It's full of shifty, fake, sneaky, lying, back stabbing, snide, money hungry crooks and thieves. People you definitely don't want your children around. But I am even more determined as hell to get my face out there now. I'll be damned if anyone thinks they can take advantage of me! HO! It is a real shame though how conniving and careful you have to be, yourself! Not being able to trust anyone or anything they say. It's a shame, a real cryin' shame.
So it all basically comes down that I need professional shots. I guess if they see that your willing to fork over the cash that it takes to get them, your devoted enough to be a model. The guy told me to call him back on Monday or Tuesday and he'd help me by " pulling some strings " and get me hooked up with one of they're many professional photographers. ò_O; .. Yeah, that all sounds well and good. But you can't believe a frigen' word that comes out of anyone's mouth when it comes to modeling. It's so sad too. How enthusiastic and hopeful these people are hoping to pursue a career in modeling and these devious, swindlers take those dreams and crush them. And they know they're doing it! I guess some people have no shame. They'll get theirs.
But he did make a few good points for going about finding photographers, and certain questions that should be asked. So, I guess with every interview I've done so far, I get more insight and experience than I had before, and hopefully I'll get a break ... someday.
Even without the job, I love New York. I wish I got to go there more often, which is silly cause it's only 30 minutes away from me. I should drive over there for dinner once in a while. I mostly miss going at night. I remember when Ben had a few gigs in the City and we'd have to travel there through the Subway. Night time is my favorite part of the city. The lights, and constant movement that doesn't make it seem like anyone is near resting, even though the sun is down. After the audition me and the Mommy got to eat in this little cafe on Broadway. It was so nice. A little lunch like that watching the traffic go by outside, is all enough to make me happy. ( Such a small brain to please. Lol. ) So, even though things didn't go as great as I wished they could, I'm glad I went, and even gladder that we got to hang around with the Bums and Venders of NY.
Steve dicked me over for his brother again. Pphtt. :\ Something is wrong there.
Roberts of the Maple Leafs scored a power-play goal with 4:42 remaining to give a 1-1 tie with the Devils earlier tonight. Schwab was in the entire game and did an exceptionally well job! Espeically for not playing in months! Poor Marty was a bench warmer tonight. He looked so lonely on the side ... and so clueless at the same time. Lmao. Better luck next time, dear.
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